hiya peeps,

u guys would prolly not understand how i feel yea.. but i've jus seen a guy that means a lot to me in the past n now.. but then there was neva anything dere.. and all of a sudden now im going out to see him in town.. hahahahahahaha.. its so funny.. but yea i am getting ready to meet him.. natalie is doing my hair rite now to get ready to go see him.. hahahaha.. im so excited.. i noe i shudn't b but then i am.. i can't deny tat.. anyways will keep all u guys updated on wat happens tonite yea.. and rich don't worry i won't do anything stupid like kill myself!!.. hahahaha.. miss u guys!!.. love u guys too!!!... x x x

well i went back to malaysia for like 2 n a half months.. got really attached to rich, abs, alfian n paula.. n some one else who is not important anymore for me to noe n for u to find out so BUG OFF.. hahaha.. anyways its not important anymore...

well now im back in england.. had to stay in natalie's house for like 2 weeks.. and 2 weeks staying with her is more then enough.. well i love her sister's Lucy n Mel n her bro Josh.. mind u they are all kiddies okies.. n her mum Debbie but lemme tell u staying at her hse is not exactly peaceful.. u can hear her screaming day in day out.. that is wat she does.. even on the phones she tends to shout..

well natalie is one of my best mates ere but then i can tell u she is rather annoying esp. when she wants to go out n see all her paki friends.. i hate them paki friends shes got cuz they are all perverts n smokes weed day in n day out.. i feel sick jus hanging out with them.. haih.. but wen i voice out my opinions to nat she jus say tat im being boring.. but how cud u noe hate hanging out with ppl who just wanna touch u all the time??.. haih.. now i've got my new flat n she thinks that she can come n stay ere n meet her paki friends here.. n lemme tell u wen i told her no she cant do it she got into a fit n went on n on n on about wat the hell i thought when u get ur flat we could chill n shit.. n i went on about i said we cud chill but not with paki ppl...

while i was stayin at nat's hse i went out for a drink with her mum once.. lemme tell u dun under estimate her mum she rocks!!.. saw wayne, polly(mind u its a he.. the guy who used to b in my life) n turner (the thwart of the century).. well, at first i thought that i was totally over him but noooo.. when i say him i cudn't believe how much he has change.. n then i realise how much i have missed since i've been gone.. wayne has grown up as well.. he is taller now.. hahaha.. n turner well still turner.. still a thwart.. hahahaha...

well since i got my flat i've been chatting with all my friends that i use to lepak with back home n remember that someone i told u guys about well he's got a gf now.. and i went n did something really stupid when i found out about this.. i noe now i won't do it again.. its shit man.. hahahaha...

guys, (rich, alfian, abs n paula) i miss all u guys loads.. remember the times we spend at hidayah.. the laughs.. the car journey around kl.. hahahahaha.. n loads more of stupid things.. and rich not forgetting u swimming in alfians boxers at paula's apartment.. hahaha u make me laugh.. u always doo.. anyways guys i am officially starting uni tomorrow.. so i guess i will b busy from then on.. and plus tomorrow is my best friend nat's birthday.. hahaha.. so will definitely have a party man!! although mind u she is onie 15.. hahahaha...

anyways will catch up with u guys real soon.. miss ya!!.. owh farah, syakira n all my school mates in high school.. i miss u guys too!!!.. n mandy baby even though i neva got the chance to say goodbye i miss u loads n i love ya too aites!!!.. muaksss!!!

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hey hey peeps...

i feel so miserable now.. i miss home so much.. as well as my friends.. and my life ere is so fucked up.. i just don't know wat to do anymore.. my friends ere are great i'm not complaining bout them.. but then i just realise that i can never get like close to some one cuz the lifestyle ere is different n itz so hard for me to adapt to it..

i miss all my friends back home.. and i miss the security feeling i have wen i'm home.. ere i don't noe many stuff.. and itz so expensive.. i feel like i wanna quit trying to study ere n go home and just study back home.. i don't know wat i'm gonna do man.. even my sleep ere is so fucked up.. i mean i can't sleep wen itz night i often onie sleep during the day.. haih.. damn sad.. haih.. itz not easy leaving away from home.. now i realise that..

anyways itz like 5 am ere.. and i can't sleep.. haven't slept a wink.. the whole night and have class tomorrow at 9.. wat to do lar ppl.. teach me wat to do man.. haih.. i'm so stressed.. gonna try to do some work now.. take care.. miss u guys back home n of course MALAYSIA ROCKS!!! cheers ppl... missssss u loadzzzzz

hey hey!!

Thanks Syakira n Farah for dropping a comment!.. i miss u guys too.. but i don't hear much from u guys anymore eh?..

Anyways my mobile number ere is +447845481123 or +447810628101.. if u guys wanna text me can text me on either one of the number.. i'm not using my malaysian number anymore.. so yeah..

I'm currently studying in the University of Derby.. the Keddleston Road campus.. and i'm staying at the University accomodation called Lonsdale Hall.. itz about 10 mins away from town..

There's many good clubs around ere.. n i found out about them rather fast because i have 2 really cool flat mates that loves going clubbing n drinking as well.. n itz rather cheap to drink ere.. so yeah we all love drinking.. hahaahhaha.. cool huh?.. u bet!..

i miss u guys.. don't worry i'll b studying as well.. cuz thats the main reason why i'm ere isn't it?.. hahaha.. i hope u guys are doing fine back home.. buzz me if u guys wanna noe more okies?.. miss u guys loadz... and tolong arr.. jangan lupe aku okies?..

cheers!!

hey peeps!!!

I'm alredi in England.. hehehehehe..

Its really cold ere.. and i'm still not used to havin to cook for myself.. i miss home so badly.. anyways to all those who are back in malaysia shud learn how to enjoy the weather there!!!.. =D..

THats all i have to say rite now.. take care peeps n don't forget to give me a buzz if anything happens.. take care!!!